Posted by: wilmary15 | February 10, 2011

The Horridd Even, by Wilmary

The Horrid Event

Good God!!

Please don’t tell me this is true!

Please don’t tell me that I’m starting to act like my father…

Last night was horrible!

I did everything I told myself I wouldn’t do!

I followed him when he was angry,

Got in his face, I tried to force my words on him…

Everything like that monster


And now…

Here I sit, apologizing like he does

Not giving up to receive that instant gratification

To know right now that everything is okay

Because I love him!



I don’t want to be like him…

But sometimes, I can’t help it

Maybe I should talk to my counselor Natalie about what I should do

Maybe some other kind of therapy where I can let things go

And never to that to the one person who truly cares about me


Today, I will leave him alone

Today, I might slip and send him a text

It’s like I can’t control myself

All I want is for it to all go away



This is me, but I want a better me

I also want to talk to him

Have him know how I feel

Have him know that he’s making it out to seem that I have to change

While he’s struggling on his own to change

But I seem to be not allowed to help me change


We’re both so stubborn and that’s why be bud heads

He may think it’s because we are too different

But I see it as we are too much alike…


Oh please God!! Please don’t let me be like him!

I don’t want to be like my father

And cause him to become like my mother…

By Wilmary


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