Posted by: Ron DuBour | November 16, 2014

I killed myself i was never born~by Nutan Sarawagi


 

 

I killed myself
i was never born

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today I thought
am I the one
or am I
different from
my self
my own life

always floundering in the dark
waiting to tell another story
never mine

as my story goes
nothing ever happened right
I was born of out of an evil me
everything was not always mine
the way I wanted it to go
to never happen
in the end it lay never mine

my story was everyone’s
to stare
naked
groping in the dark
to share
my story was never mine

I could never live myself down
it was never my life
to choose my life
for my life
was never mine

floundering in the night’s darkness
looking for myself in the dark
forever mine

to tell my story
I was lost
in the story of my life
to find myself

I killed myself
I was born
never mine


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